Yes it is a mental condition,
I am mentally disabled.
Laugh if you wish, it's fine.
You won't see me slurring,
Dribbling, licking paper cups,
You won't see me stumble or,
Use a chair or crutch,
You won't see the turmoil,
The inner landscape wracked with storms,
Pulled by morals and integrity and inability to cope,
Every which way and other,
You can't determine the extent,
Of the inner warping of mind,
Neither can I,
It makes me cry,
In fact it makes me pretty much damn well hate myself,
From time to time,
But I get by,
I tell myself I will survive,
And I will someday see,
The understanding of me,
In good light.